Blargh!

I''m doing okay these days.  The mood swings aren't bad lately.  I'm up and down but not to the same extremes as lately, which is good.  Pot helps.  Yes, I self-medicate.  Get over it.  It works.  Way better than any of the prescriptions I could be taking and with way less side-effects, too.

It helps to dull the emotion, keeps it from becoming extreme.  The only problem is, I've got to watch I don't over do it or nothing gets done around here.

My dog died

I know, it's the classic kick to the balls while you're down but it's true.  She's gone and I miss her.  Way more than most people think I should.  I keep walking into the bedroom expecting to see her asleep on her pillow and she's not there.  I feel a little lost.  I don't want to get another dog right away but I don't think I like being without one either.  There'll never be another one like her though.

*sigh*